Biffles?

Biffles = Best friends 4 life..

In my terms, a biffle is a person who treats u as 'a best friend 4 life' and u treat them back in the same way. - Yeah fair enough :D

However, i cant relli stand to think tat i can be truely anyone's biffle.. (4 the time being).

Y? I dunno.. cause like.. its compelx.

Firstly, i 'thought' that my besr friends were my biffles 4 life.. buh as it kinda slowly showed.. they didnt relli treat me back as one.. even though i have. :( Sigh..

Ehhh yeah.. thats all i gotta say.. + I choose not to be anyone's biffle unless its 4real.. I dnt want some fakey one like my previous friends which ended up making me feel useless.. uncared.. unloved and unappreiated... sigh.. i also feel as if im jus here so tat ppl can jus use me +
(Thats y i wanna be a slut =D) *Cough not cough *

c yas.. (And now i noe hwo to publish this shit :D )

First Post

HELLO!! This blog isnt relli deciated 4 someone, i just only created so i could realease how i feel and see how many freaken spelling mistakes i made (From the auto correction :O)

Anyways.. HI! :) Well if anyone is reading this. (shit i got bad grammarr... )

How i feel : I feel .. hmm usually. i jus feel, after seeing my friends myspace.. that the way u see how ur friends are ..(I value my friend PRETTY HIGH) is pretty different on how they see u back. Like for example.. my friend doesnt even put me as theiir top friend.. even though like i treasure them as my own sister/bro sometimes (i dnt anymore after the shit i;ve gone through) .. and yeah. to see those kind of stuff, relli does make my heaart dig a deeper hole. all wells, im jus prob overreacting. Buh i'll soon get over it and sooner or later.. i'll jus learn to ignore it and jus push ppl away.

Well anyways.. c yas.. (Random)

- ermm... wtf do i do now after writing this? :S?